I need a female body. I’m so apart, apart from everything. I’m apart from my need. It’s an invisible barrier, a barrier I don’t know how to surmount. I need touch and taste and smell. But there are metal gears in my head instead of a brain. My heart pumps gas instead of blood. There is nothing biological in me, there is just empty, distant need. Need and coldness and separation. Someone, make me alive again. I need skin, human fragrance. The taste of an unfamiliar tongue. Give me courage. I need strength to reach out. I need to break through rock to submerge in the waters below. Save me before it is too late.
I’m just going to go on and on and on and on and on and on.